Die!! Thundercat!! Die!!

Had to bring back Lovely to my ‘rents place after almost 2 weeks pa lang.. as much as i hate not having Lovely here.. i had no choice. With all the chaos happenin’ here.. That’s the best way we could all think of..

It’s gettin worse in here.. and i oh so wanted to move out of this place as soon as possible!! Been dreading to wake up every fuckin morning..knowing that i’d see the same ‘ol faces. Specially that Thundercat’s face!!! Hell yeah.. it aint over yet. and as i have mentioned earlier.. it has gotten way worse than ever!!!

I dont understand why old peeps seem to have forgotten the basics of manners. Jusko..magexcuse me..dman lang marunong???  tanginang yan!!! how could i expect him to discipline his demonic son if he, himself doesnt have any manners at all.

I know.. i know.. i shouldve tried to respect him..since he is way ooold already. Of course i still havent forgotten what my ‘rents taught me.. Be respectful to elders..to everybody even to those my age.. to never point finger to anyone.. etc..etc..

 But just like what i have told che yesterday.. respect is never given.. it is earned.

I know i got way too far already when, i threw the glass holder at bert yesterday.. but i aint sorry for what i did. i never will be. Tang’na.. i missed his face nga e!! badtrip!! Yeah.. i tend to be violent whenever pissed off.. Lamo yun, i did try to warn him not to point his finger at me.. but hells did he listen!!!??

Ok, he’s way too old already.. say, 60 plus or sumthin’.. but how can you expect me to respect that old bastard??? The fact that he’s the oldest, he should be the one setting an example. Tangina kaso hindi e.. kalalaking tao..napatol sa bata?? and to think babae pa!! Where the fuck is his balls??? Punyeterang malaki pala sha e!!

The sad thing is, pati kme ni che affected.. i know its inevitable, and there’s no possible way for our friendship not to be affected. i know it’s hard on her part to be stuck up in the midst of all these chaos. between me, her bestfriend..and that old one-balled bastard.. who unfortunately happens to be her hubby.

We almost clashed when i threw that glass holder at them..i was aiming for "thundercat’s" face.. but i was so not in myself during that time, and didn’t think of the possibility that i could also hit her, since she was standing infront of the old bastard.

It took me awhile before i realized what i did, and apologized to her. I aplogized.. considering that she’s still my bestfriend..and not for what i did. 2 long hours of letting everything out.. and all’s forgotten between the 2 of us.

Just for the 2 of us.

Sad, but we have to face whatever’s goin on now. No matter how we wanted to still live together.. we couldnt anymore. We have to save our friendship before it’s too late. And the best way we could think of..is for both to go and separate ways.

We’re still not sure how to adjust, having lived together for soo long.. we’re practically like sisters..and we have been each other’s family for years now.. i doubt if we could take it, if all these ..will go nowhere..just because of of some peeps trying to break us apart. Hell not!!

One thing’s for sure now.. despite of the distance.. after we soon relocated.. nothing will change.

For that old one balled bastard..There’s no way i could forget everything after all that has happened. All those words thrown, his face while shrieking like a bitch.. tangina nkkahayblad nman talaga e!!

Wish ko lang..kunin na sha ni lord.

 PS:

Thanks ate ichey, for being the peacemaker. whou wouldve thought magagawa mo un?