Just a thought..

Daryll.. my cuz

With Aaron.. during happier times..:(

Ba't ganun? tumulong ka or hindi.. masama ka padin?

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Yesterday, i got a text message from my cousin, Daryll.

He's the one closest to me compared to others…both sides.Lahat nman ng cousins ko close sakin e. I have always been everybody's Ate and Mommy Pretty. Pero since Daryll is just 2 yrs younger than me, sya na yung nging close ko since highschool.

Anyhoo, back to his message.

It went something like this:

**Paa - some pet name i gave him which eventually, e naging twag na sa kanya ng buong angkan, pati ng friends nya..
Ulo - Nyets.. ano pa nga ba.. nickname ng buong angkan sakin.
Aaron - Our other cousin who's been the baby ever since.

Paa : Hoy Hambog, ano sinasabi mo tungkol sa kumpanya namin? Ipokrita ka pala e. Tumutulong ka pero masama pala ugali mo. Puro ulo ka nga, puro hangin naman lam ng utak mo!

Ulo: Daryll, sino ba binabastos mo?

Paa: Ate jo, pasensha ka na, naawa lang ako k aron kaya ganto yung mga natetext ko sayo.

Right after that.. i freaked out na. Yeah. Imagine me crying my arse out!

OK. RECAP:
Last month, i offered aaron to stay here, in our place. I even offered him some work so he could somehow start off.

October 8 to be exact. he moved in. We didnt oblige him of anything. We just laid down our rules. No drinking till wee hours in the morning, Conserve electricity, his things should be organized and well kept..  and he should go by those rules wether he likes it or not.

Nov 23 - Over a month after he moved in. Tangina. Mas ok pa bodega kesa sa room nya. Ano pa nga ba? Ratatatat nnman ang pagkabungangera ko.

 don't want to elaborate further. siguro nman oks na yung nashare ko para magetz nyo yung situation. mahal ko padn nman yung pinsan ko..

Anyway.. So, yun na nga.. going back to Daryll's text message. Obviously, nagsumbong si aaron sknya. and ang masama pa.. kesho pinapalayas ko daw sha.

Ano ba nman? Dahil sa isang sumbong nawala respeto nya sakin? Tanginang malaki db?

Para sabihan ako agad ng ipokrita? Jusko! masama ba na gusto ko lang matuto si aaron makisama and ayusin yung room nya? Nakistay din ako sa ibang bahay.. and i know how it feels na me pinapakisamahan.

We never asked Aaron for his share financially, as opposed to what he is claiming. Tangina, he knows that.

I never expected him to be that. Baby namin sha e.

And daryll, is the least person i expect.. na magsasalita sakin ng ganun.

Wala lang.. i just hope those 2, Aaron and Daryll, realize.. how much pain they have caused me.

I am not over acting or whatever. Siguro.. this is because, aside from my sisters, che, and yhang.. my cousins are the only friends i have. And worse, si daryll lang yung pinaka halos ka age ko..

Wala lang. Naasar lang ako!!!!!

Nyets. Tumulong na nga ko.. masama pdn ako bandang huli? ano ba nmang buhay to!

And lastly.. sna mamatay na lahat ng chismoso at chismosa sa mundo!