Mother..

My grandmom was taken again to the hospital in Sta Cruz, Laguna lastweek.

From there, she was taken to V. Luna Hospital in QC the other day due to some fuckin complications in her intestines.. And still in ICU til now. Tangina!! My head's literally blank, and i dont fuckin now what else to say. This is too much for me to absorb. She looked way different now.. compared here.. Shit. Until now.. di pa mkapagdecide yung mgkakapatid..( my mom, my aunt, and my uncles) sa operation, coz it will cost us 1 million.. tapos 50-50 pa yung chances. ewan ko.. nalulutang nnman ako..  all im hoping and praying for is for nanay to could get past though all these..

i know she's a fighter.. and i trust her that she will never leave me unprepared..  i love you nay, be well..i have a surprise for you!

:(

  For those lucky to still be blessed with your Mom,
  this is beautiful. For those of us who aren't, this is
  even more beautiful. For those who are moms, you'll love this.



  The young mother set her foot on the path of life. "Is
  this the long way?" she asked.   And the guide said:  "Yes, and the way is hard.
And you will be old before you reach the end of it. But
  the end  will be better than the beginning."



  But the young mother was happy, and she would not
  believe that  anything could be better than these years. So she
  played with her children, and gathered flowers for
  them along the way, and bathed them in the clear streams; and
  the sun shone on them, and the young Mother cried,
  "Nothing will ever be lovelier than this."

  Then the night came, and the storm, and the path was
  dark, and the children shook with fear and cold, and the mother
  drew them close and covered them with her mantle, and the children said,  
"Mother, we are not afraid, for you are near, and no harm can come."

  And the morning came, and there was a hill ahead, and
  the children climbed and grew weary, and the mother was weary.
  But at all times she said to the children," A little  patience and we are there."
  So the children climbed, and when they reached the top
  they said, "Mother, we would not have done it without you."

  And the mother, when she lay down at night looked up
  at the stars and said, "This is a better day than the last, for my

  children have learned fortitude in the face of hardness. Yesterday I gave them courage.
Today, I 've given them strength."

And the next day came strange clouds which darkened
  the earth, clouds of war and hate and evil, and the children groped
 and stumbled, and the mother said: "Look up. Lift your eyes to the light.
" And the children looked and saw above the clouds
  an everlasting glory, and it guided them beyond the
  darkness. And that night the Mother said,
"This is the best day of all, for
  I have shown my children God."

  And the days went on, and the weeks and the months and
  the years, and the mother grew old and she was little and bent.
  But her children were tall and strong, and walked with
  courage.  And when the way was rough, they lifted her,
  for she was as light as a feather; and at last they came to a hill,
  and beyond they could see a shining road and golden gates flung wide. And
  mother said, "I have reached the end of my journey. And now I know the end
is better than the beginning, for my children can
  walk alone, and their children after them."

  And the children said, "You will always walk with us,
  Mother, even when you have gone through the gates."
  And they stood  and  watched her as she went on alone, and the gates
  closed after her.  And they said: "We cannot see her
 but she is with us still. A Mother like ours is more than a memory.  She
  is a living presence……."

  Your Mother is always with you…. She's the whisper
  of the leaves as you walk down the street; she's the smell of bleach
  in your freshly laundered socks; she's the cool hand
  on your brow when you're not well. Your Mother lives
  inside your laughter. And she's crystallized in every tear drop.
  She's the place you came from, your first home; and
  she's the map you follow with every step you take. She's your first love
  and your first heartbreak, and nothing on earth can
  separate you.

  Not time, not space… not even death!

Thanks Bads, for this. Kahit sobrang pasaway ka. This, somehow helps.